Waaaah!!! lol I really fell behind on this!! Forgot to post the plate for two days!!!
So, last night I had to “come to Jeeeezus” with myself. I was sick, freezing, shaking, miserable, low-energy, depressed, you name it. I thought–how in the hell can I go on like this??? The last couple of weeks have been tough with a few spots of yay randomly sprinkled throughout. Physically & mentally tough. I was so exhausted that I fell asleep, shivering under a mound of covers.
This afternoon I decided to change a few things.
First, I’ve gotten in minor arguments the last two days with folks (1 was with some silly male co-workers & 1 was with a student). It’s not worth it. Not at all. It doesn’t matter if I’m “right” or not, I shouldn’t let the stress of the past couple of weeks get me baited into an argument.
So, I’m going to BREATHE!!! I’m going to remember to breathe and find compassion BEFORE I open my mouth in response to people–especially people with whom I feel I might argue.
Second, I’m going to MOVE! Not to a new home or anything! But I haven’t moved around exercise-wise like I used to. My energy level has been zip lately (along with my motivation), but I’ve decided that I’m going to drag my arse up and do it anyway, no matter how crappy I feel.
When DK came to my room this afternoon, we went right out the door and started walking. We walked up and down the halls and made a big loop outside of the school. We laughed, chatted & kept on moving until we’d done it three times.
And, boy, did I feel better afterward! DK did, too. Our workout was over before 4 pm!
Third, I’m wearing comfortable shoes NO MATTER WHAT! No amount of fashion sense or compliments is worth the pain my feet feel after standing all day. Today I wore sneakers and I looked a bit like a bum and a loser and I felt sooooo much better at the end of the day! So there!
Fourth, I’m not just going to watch what comes out of my mouth, but I’m going to watch what goes in it, too! Tanking up on junk just zaps my energy even more.
Guess I just fell out of the better habits I had learned a while back. But it’s all a process, isn’t it? And I’m feeling better already!
It doesn’t hurt that the weather was really mild and cool today! Boy, I hope that heat is getting on out of here!